Thursday, June 30, 2022

June book reviews

These are the books I read in the month of June, 2022—



Castle Faggot by Derek McCormack


A strange book. Coprophilic circus poster as geometry-novel? A bit silly, bordering on nonsense. Fun nonsense is still fun, though.



Fable by Robert Pinget


Some more glossolalia from France. Couldn’t make it past 20 pages.



Hôtel Splendid by Marie Redonnet


Loved how this novel’s sentences were so often staccato but gave an overwhelming feeling of languidness. Could feel the damp of rural, nowhere-Europe vaporizing off the page. But this wasn’t enough for me. Ultimately repetitive, redundant, frustrating. 113-page novella that could have been half as long.



Forever Valley by Marie Redonnet


This one had even less of an effect on me—the story was more promising, but the novelty of Redonnet’s sentences lost its charm. These books are remarkably static, not in a particularly good way; the affect is flat and unchanging. I don’t think Redonnet is a very interesting writer. I’ll be reading the third and final of these books next because I already spent the money and they’re all around 100 pages.



Rose Mellie Rose by Marie Redonnet


I enjoyed this one the most of the three, though found it similarly grating by the end. I was happy when it was over. Redonnet leans into the fabulism hinted at in the first two, and there’s a greater sense of movement, but it seems clear to me these books were written by someone who did not put much prior thought into what it means to write a long-form prose text, which I suppose most people would call a novel. They seem the product of intuitive image-linking, which is fine, but not convincing enough for the effort. Oh, I fear I’m becoming old fashioned! Give me a stupid knight and some sad lady in a far away tower.



Paradais by Fernanda Melchor


Gripping! Purposefully juvenile at moments, and it sort of works, though to be honest it struck me as a little cloying at times. A lot of words like “cock” and “pussy” and “fuck.” Kinda like… yeah, alright. Ok. Nevertheless, a writer with real verve and gumption, I’d say.



Paris Spleen by Charles Baudelaire


As great as I expected. Totally unique at the time of its composition, I would imagine. “The Bad Glazier” is one of my favorite things I’ve read.



Selected Declarations of Dependence by Harry Mathews


Whacky. A book composed almost entirely from the language of proverbs and ‘perverbs’ (stitching together different proverbs, e.g. “A rolling stone leads to Rome.”) and paraphrases of these things. Not so much a book you read, but look at. Dedicated to John Ashbery. Something I would recommend to only very specific kinds of word-loser persons, which as it happens includes many of my friends and indeed myself.



The Punishments of Hell by Robert Desnos


Stopped reading this after about 30 pages. Beginning to accept I don’t like the original Surrealists very much—so much of what they do seems kind of corny. They just aren’t very great writers! I am undoubtedly deeply influenced by the larger tradition, but the initiating material doesn’t do anything for me. Regret spending $13 on this. That’s like two iced coffees in this economy.




Man in the Holocene by Max Frisch


An extremely boring book. Like if Wittgenstein’s Mistress was written by a wealthy European man who likes taking his summer in the Alps. Even Wittgenstein’s Mistress is pretty boring, if I’m being honest—certainly not Markson’s best work, which I’d say is This Is Not a Novel, though I love all those books in his final tetralogy. 



Philosophy as a Way of Life by Pierre Hadot


A wonderfully fun and fascinating book, if a bit repetitive towards the end. Hadot’s central thesis is that ancient Greek philosophy, as well as the Hellenistic philosophy that followed it (the Stoics, Epicurus, et al.) saw philosophy as an action, a way of life, of being in the world. It was only later, Hadot argues, under early Christian monasticism, and through the Medieval Church, that philosophy was transformed into a purely theoretical activity (a “handmaiden” to Christian theology), and that while philosophy in the secular, modern era lost its relationship to Christianity, it largely retained the character that Christianity had designed for it. Unfortunately, I am not so historically acquainted as to know whether or not Hadot is right, but I found the argument compelling nonetheless. Personally, at this juncture of my life, I only want to read philosophy if: a) the literature itself is good b) it helps me. I’m too simple a person to care for anything else.



Happening by Annie Ernaux


Something about Ernaux’s writing always invites a kind of trance-like reading experience in me. This is now my third Ernaux book (I’ve previously read The Years and A Girl’s Story) and I must say I think she is one of the greatest living writers. Bizarrely, I started reading this book right before I heard the news about Roe, which gave Ernaux’s writing an even greater sense of dread and urgency, given this book’s subject matter.



Towards a Phenomenology of Written Art by Gerald Burns


What it says in the title. Ironically, this short book would have had a greater effect on me had the writer chosen his words more carefully. Too elusive, opaque, and disorganized to make a coherent argument, though maybe I’m missing the point. Occasionally great moments, like this: “It is sometimes said the first culture-shock was our finding ourselves different from animals. Look into your dog’s eyes and know that either it should talk or you shouldn’t.”




The Girls of Slender Means by Muriel Spark


Muriel Spark is such an unreal genius of prose writing—a funny and strange book.



Nude by Anne Portugal


SPD sent me this by accident several years ago. I finally got around to it. I’ve always loved it when people have a country as their last name. David Brazil, Anatole France, Speedzone USA, Baron Iceland. This book of weird poems was fine. The author is from France, not Portugal.

Friday, December 31, 2021

The books I read in 2021

Here are the books I read this year.

I read more books this year than I've read in my life to date.

It's not a race, certainly!

I have no other hobbies...

I like music and watching YouTube videos on far-ranging subjects.

I find pleasure in eating, as well.

I do wish I enjoyed more things.

But I do not!

So here are the books I read in 2021.

I'll say a few things about some of them, should it strike me...

I will avoid commenting upon books written by my peers and contemporaries, though many of those books I count among my favorites I read this year. If you see your book here, that's the one I didn't like.

Just kidding, friend!

A bit of rib poking to start things off.

Well, here are the books—

Under the Volcano, Malcolm Lowry (January)

I had wanted to read this book for many years—well over a decade, I'd imagine. I was left somewhat disappointed. It's a masterpiece, certainly, though sometimes masterpieces are not good enough.

Prophet / Profit, Patrick Balgrave (January)

Meter-Wide Button, Lillian Page Walton (January)

Split, Jeremy Boyd (January)

How I Became a Nun, César Aira (January) [reread]

The first 20 or so pages of this short novella are sublime. The rest kind of wafts into an untoward abstraction that is less palatable. That said, I enjoy its ending. When I reread this book, I had the idea to write a novel called How I Became a Nun by César Aira and Sebastian Castillo where I would include the first 20 or so pages of Aira's book, and then I would rewrite the rest. I think that would lead to some legal problems, but I feel both Aira and New Directions would permit it, should I go through with such a thing.

Autobiography of Red, Anne Carson (January)

Wittgenstein Jr, Lars Iyer (January)

Something Gross, Big Bruiser Dope Boy (January)

Detransition, Baby, Torrey Peters (January-February)

If Not, Winter: Fragments of Sappho, trans. Anne Carson (February)

Fake Accounts, Lauren Oyler (February)

Two Million Shirts, Zac Smith & Giacomo Pope (February)

The Posthumous Memoirs of Brás Cuba, Machado de Assis (February)

An amazing novel. I've just assigned it to you! Ha. Time for homework.

How to Wash a Heart, Bhanu Kapil (February)

Wage Labor and Capital, Karl Marx (February)

A High Wind in Jamaica, Richard Hughes (February)

Perhaps the novel that has stayed with me strongest throughout the year. It feels perfect, an experience I haven't been able to forget. There is a pig in the book who I loved so much I decided to include an important pig into the novel I am currently writing, which, come to think of it, plagiarizes a section of this book!

Returning the Sword to the Stone, Mark Leidner (February)

Luster, Raven Leilani (March)

Value, Price, and Profit, Karl Marx (March)

The Descent of Alette, Alice Notley (March) [reread]

The Linden Tree, César Aira (March)

The Remains of the Day, Kazuo Ishiguro (March)

I don't remember why I read this book, but I'm happy I did. I loved it so much! I often consider myself an enemy of what they call "literary fiction," and it seemed that Ishiguro was one of their generals. A man whom I should not read, but whom I should keep an eye on. They even gave him that prize. Well, it's healthy to admit when you're wrong. I did not want to put this one down. Stevens behaves so very stupidly, like a little dog. But we love him.

The Years, Annie Ernaux (March)

An indelible addition to the list-autobiography canon, a body of work I've followed for a while (and indeed have contributed to myself): Brainard's and Perec's I Remember, Leve's Autoportrait, Hejinian's My Life, etc.

Greyhound, Aeon Ginsberg (March)

Childhood, Tove Ditlevsen (March)

Worsted, Garielle Lutz (March)

I and a few friends wrote about this book here.

Malcolm, James Purdy (March-April)

Another completely divine book! Oh, how I loved it... I've heard from a bookseller friend that he simply does not sell. That Purdy is box-office poison! That's a tragedy. American writers are often passable stylists, but not very interesting. Not the case with Purdy, of course, which is why Americans can't stand him. They won't buy his books, and it's because of their own inadequacies, naturally. I'm sad for them.

Youth, Tove Ditlevsen (April)

Sea and Fog, Etel Adnan (April)

Dependency, Tove Ditlevsen (April)

Cosmogony, Lucy Ives (April)

El robo del siglo, Paco Ardit (April)

Body High, Jon Lindsey (April)

Darryl, Jackie Ess (Apri)

Bad Bad, Chelsey Minnis (May) [re-read]

Big Joe, Samuel Delany (May)

Postcolonial Love Poem, Natalie Diaz (May)

What We See When We Read, Peter Mendelsund (May)

Her Body and Other Parties, Carmen Maria Machado (May)

Rock Crystal, Adalbert Stifter (June)

Life: A User’s Manual, Georges Perec (May-June)

Hard to say, but this may be my favorite book I read this year, Moby Dick included. It feels insane that it even exists.

The Emigrants, W.G. Sebald (June)

This guy is sooooooooo good, isn't he?

Ludwig Wittgenstein: A Memoir, Norman Malcolm (June)

The Waste Books, Georg Christoph Lichtenberg (March-June) [reread]

A life-long favorite; I'm currently cooking something up using fragments from Lichtenberg.

Everything Is Totally Fine, Zac Smith (June)

Love’s Work, Gillian Rose (June)

Leaving Academia: A Practical Guide, Christopher L. Caterine (May-June)

The Divorce, César Aira (July)

So Long, See You Tomorrow, William Maxwell (July)

Moby Dick, Herman Melville (July)

Hey, it's Moby Dick! Moby Dick the book.

Second Place, Rachel Cusk (July)

The Mayor of Leipzig, Rachel Kushner (July)

Marshlands, André Gide (July)

Dead Souls, Sam Riviere (August)

Troisieme Vague, Lucy K. Shaw (August)

Life in the Folds, Henri Michaux (August)

[untitled manuscript], Ivanna Baranova (August)

The Postman, Antonio Skármeta (August)

Japanese Ghost Stories, Lafcadio Hearn (August)

Battles in the Desert, Jose Emilio Pacheco (August)

This one is a bright gem to me—can be read in one sitting on the toilet, like all great, short books.

A Girl’s Story, Annie Ernaux (August-September)

The Ants, Sawako Nakayasu (September)

The Matrix Poems: 1960-1970, N.H. Pritchard (September)

Beautiful World, Where Are You, Sally Rooney (September)

Three Poems, John Ashbery (September)

Ketchup, Sam Pink (September)

I Wished, Dennis Cooper (September)

I love you forever, Dennis!

Work, Brandon Brown (September)

Why Not Socialism?, G.A. Cohen (September)

Paresis, Isabelle Nicou (September)

How to Wash a Heart, Bhanu Kapil (September) [reread]

The Marquis of O and Other Stories, Heinrich von Kleist (September-October)

I was deeply Kleist-pilled this year. Things don't get much better than Kleist... "St. Cecilia or the Power of Music" is one of the very best stories. So is "The Earthquake in Chile." You've written some of the best stories they've written, so what do you do? You double suicide yourself in Berlin with a cancer patient, sadly. I want to visit the spot where he died the next time I'm in that city. And Christopher Isherwood's apartment, too.

Deepstep Come Shining, C.D. Wright (October)

Easy Way to Stop Smoking, Allen Carr (July-October)

I actually quit smoking! I don't miss smoking, but I miss the concept of smoking, which is worse than actually missing it. I'll never be happy again, I don't think. 

In the Café of Lost Youth, Patrick Modiano (October)

On Bullshit, Harry G. Frankfurt (October)

Honeymoon, Patrick Modiano (October)

For some reason I read six Patrick Modiano books this year. They're all more or less the same, and they had a narcotic effect on me. They really are drug-like, these books. I couldn't stop! But I am done for now. This one was my favorite. They also gave him that prize.

A Little Lumpen Novelita, Roberto Bolaño (October) [reread]

Night Train, A.L. Snijders (October)

We Die in Italy, Sarah Jean Alexander (October)

Afterimage, Patrick Modiano (October)

The Flight of Icarus, Raymond Queneau (October)

Anecdotes, Heinrich von Kleist (October)

Antígona González, Sara Uribe (October)

After the Circus, Patrick Modiano (November)

After Lorca, Jack Spicer (November) [reread]

Dialogues with Marcel Duchamp, Pierre Cabanne (November)

When We Cease to Understand the World, Benjamín Labatut (November)

Hamlet, William Shakespeare (November)

This year I read Shakespeare for the first time since high school. Should I count these as books? Sometimes reading Shakespeare feels like eating your vegetables, it's true, though other times there are moments of exquisite poetry, like they've always told us. The stories are usually not too bad to boot. 

Pedigree, Patrick Modiano (November)

The Water Statues, Fleur Jaeggy (November)

Space Invaders, Nona Fernández (November)

His Name Was Death, Rafael Bernal (November)

This book is so good and my hope is that it becomes a classic among English-language readers now that it has been made available to them.

Too Loud a Solitude, Bohumil Hrabal (December)

Twelfth Night, William Shakespeare (December)

Lenz, Georg Buchner (December)

A Cavalier History of Surrealism, Raoul Vaneigem (December)

Forget Thee, Ian Dreiblatt (December)

Invisible Ink, Patrick Modiano (December)

The Tempest, William Shakespeare (December)

A Tempest, Aimé Césaire (December)

Georges Perec: A Life in Words, David Bellos (October-December)

The last big book I read this year. I was inspired to read it after finishing Life A User's Manual. Perec seems like he was a wonderful person. He had an incredibly tragic childhood that plagued him for much of his life—his father died in battle very early on in World War II, and soon after his mother was murdered in the Holocaust. He believed in literature, and I will believe in Georges for the rest of my life.

The Business of Books, Andre Shiffrin (December)

Old Masters, Thomas Bernhard (December)

I've started a tradition of ending the year with a Bernhard book I've yet to read. So this year it was Old Masters, which I finished minutes ago. God, it was so incredible. I love Bernhard. There's something about his vim and haterade that gives the end of year the flavor I need. Strangely enough, the novel ends with the two main characters going to see Kleist's The Broken Pitcher. And in fact, I had planned to read Kleist's plays starting next week! I love coincidence, which is probably why I write fiction: it means nothing, and is delicious.

 

Thanks for reading!

Your friend,

Sebastian 



Thursday, March 25, 2021

On Prose and Mental Images

Earlier this month, I read The Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro. He is a writer whom I have heard about for many years, but whom I have not read until this book. I never thought I would be interested; to my surprise, I found the book excellent. I even slowed down the pace of my reading—something I seldom do, given the amount of books on my ‘to read’ pile—because I so thoroughly enjoyed it. 

    When first purchasing the book online, I discovered there was a movie that had been made of the novel, and that Anthony Hopkins played the protagonist, who is the book’s first-person narrator. I don’t know if I’ll see the movie—the novel’s force, I felt, was largely due to its ambling, nostalgic structure, and the narrator’s voice is the foundation of that structure. I’m not sure how well it would translate visually. 

    But this brings me to the main point I’d like to jot down in this brief note: as I was reading the book, I regularly pictured Anthony Hopkins as the book’s narrator. That is, I pictured Hopkins sitting at a desk, or staring out a window, sifting through the contents of his memories. Upon first noticing this mental habit, I made an effort to stop. I did not want to picture Anthony Hopkins as I read. As much as I tried, before I knew it, there he was again: Anthony Hopkins, as I was reading, sitting somewhere in my mind, wearing a butler’s costume.

    It made me think about how frequently I've encountered this tendency in my life’s reading experiences. When I read about a country estate, I often picture a house I had visited in upstate New York when I was a child; the book’s characters fill that landscape, or that house, but the mental image is from my memory, not from what I read. There is a section in Gerald Murnane’s Barley Patch that discusses this very phenomena, which makes me think it’s not so uncommon.

    In general, perhaps, this habit (or imaginative shortcoming) is a reason why I tend to be a descriptively sparse writer: I often find it unnecessary furniture, and readers will do whatever they want with their own mental images, or so I suspect. I cannot say, really.

    In the following image, I am Moe, the bartender, and Anthony Hopkins is the pink-shirted drunkard. Every time I throw him out of the drinking longue of my mind, he returns.




Saturday, January 16, 2021

Under the Volcano

I wanted to begin the year with a "big book." Well, at least it's big to me: 390 pages (not including the introduction and afterward) in tightly packed type with little room for the margins. I dislike books with thin margins—while I rarely annotate as I read, I need the text (especially prose) to be framed by some white, like the border of a painting. It might sound precious, but it's for my eyes and my sanity.

Under the Volcano by Malcolm Lowry is a masterpiece, and masterpieces are often annoying by nature. I believe it was Peli Greitzer, on Twitter, who said that the reason he never liked Pynchon's books is because it seemed like the point of their existence was to be good art. Now I can get behind that!

Speaking of Pynchon: Lowry's book reminds me of Gaddis, who has often been compared to Pynchon. Much of the book reminded me of The Recognitions. I haven't read that book in over ten years. In my second-to-last semester of college I took an independent study with a Pynchon scholar. It was a course of my own design—we would begin with Gaddis' The Recognitions, then read Pynchon's V., The Crying of Lot 49 (a kind of break; the worst book of the four), and Gravity's Rainbow. Why? I don't know. I know I wanted to read those books, explore that era and style of American fiction, and there was a teacher around who could help me. It's wild to me that I committed to the project: not only did I take four other courses while doing this, I actually read all those books in a 16-week period! Heavy, long reading. Power lifting reading. At times I would have to read 200 pages in a sitting to keep up with the schedule. I don't know if I have that energy any longer.

I don't remember much about The Recognitions—I remember the first chapter well, which seemed to me like it could have stood alone as its own novella of sorts; and I remember the ending well, too. A lot of hundreds-of-pages of I-forget in the middle. Lowry's prose strikes me as similar to Gaddis. I recall an interview with Gaddis where he said he couldn't bring himself to read Lowry (while he was working on The Recognitions) because he felt it was too similar to his own project. Get over it!

I want to return (before I finish) to an earlier point I made: everyone loves masterpieces (how could you not etc.) but masterpieces are often irritating works of art—they are so precisely themselves, so meticulous with each dusted corner of their existence; are readers allowed to live there? They feel, at times, like show kitchens inside of department stores. As mechanically ideally as they are void of human error (and all the endemic warmth error brings). 

Well, I only feel that way about half the time, when I haven't had enough sleep. It's a good book. My favorite description is when Lowry compares the sound of a bus starting to the sound of "startled poultry."


Thursday, December 31, 2020

The books I read in 2020

I read 89 books in 2020. Though it sounds silly, I thought I would read more—all that time indoors, and I don't do very much else besides read, look at my cats, make lists of tasks I don't want to do, etc. Here they are in the order I read them, along with the month (or months) in which that reading took place.


2020 books:


House of the Sleeping Beauties, Yasunari Kawabata (January)

The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie, Muriel Spark (January)

A Single Man, Christopher Isherwood (January)

Imaginary Museums, Nicolette Polek (January)

Walks with Walser, Carl Seelig (January)

Nightwork, Christine Schutt (January)

Spring in This World of Poor Mutts, Joseph Ceravolo (February)

The Rings of Saturn, W.G. Sebald (January-February)

Pain / Reading My Catastrophe, Robert Glück / Camille Roy (February)

Severance, Ling Ma (February-March)

Pierrot’s Fingernails, Kit Schluter (March)

Mrs. Caliban, Rachel Ingalls (March)

The Ice Cream Man and Other Stories, Sam Pink (March)

Burning Down the House, Charles Baxter (March)

Michael Kohlhaas, Heinrich von Kleist (April)

My Struggle: Book 1, Karl Ove Knausgaard (March-April)

CUD, Giulia Bencivenga (April)

Juice, Renee Gladman (April)

Paradise, Donald Barthelme (April-May)

Artforum, César Aira (May)

Pets: An Anthology, ed. Jordan Castro (May)

The Dog of the South, Charles Portis (May)

The Reproduction of Profiles, Rosemarie Waldrop (May)

Little Eyes, Samantha Schweblin (May)

How the Dead Live, Derek Raymond (May-June)

The Return, Roberto Bolaño [reread] (May-June)

Drifts, Kate Zambreno (June)

The Dominant Animal, Kathryn Scanlan (June)

The Tanners, Robert Walser (June)

Is That Kafka?, Reiner Stach (June-July)

Afropessimism, Frank B. Wilderson (July)

Are Prisons Obsolete?, Angela Davis (July)

Screen Tests, Kate Zambreno (July)

That Ex, Rachelle Toarmino (July) 

Thee Display, Nora Fulton (July)

To the Friend Who Did Not Save My Life, Hervé Guibert (July)

Collected Poems, Fairfield Porter (July)

The Straw Sandals: Selected Poetry & Prose, Pierre-Albert Jourdan (August) 

Written Lives, Javier Marías [reread] (August)

Spring and All, William Carlos Williams (August)

Don Quixote, Miguel de Cervantes (June-August)

My Dog Tulip, J.R. Ackerley (August)

Annotations, John Keene (August)

Observations, Marianne Moore (August)

Thanks, Pablo Katchadjian (August)

The Suspended Vocation, Pierre Klossowski (August)

Brideshead Revisited, Evelyn Waugh (August-September)

Free Day, Inès Cagnati (September)

Language, Jack Spicer (September)

Book of Magazine Verse, Jack Spicer (September)

The Pleasure of the Text, Roland Barthes (September)

Several Short Sentences About Writing, Verlyn Klinkenborg (September)

Talking to My Daughter About the Economy, Yanis Varoufarkis (September) 

Yesterday, Agota Kristof (September)

Samedi the Deafness, Jesse Ball (September)

The Way Through Doors, Jesse Ball (September)

The Complete Verse, Edward Lear (September)

Selected Works, Yi Sang (September)

The Champagne of Concrete, Kit Robinson (October)

The Illiterate, Agota Kristof (October)

The Governesses, Anne Serre (October)

50 Barn Poems, Zac Smith (October)

The Cipher, Molly Brodak (October)

A Small Place, Jamaica Kincaid (October)

The Baron in the Trees, Italo Calvino (October-November)

$50,000, Andrew Weatherhead (November)

The Friend, Sigrid Nunez (November)

Deep Acting, Caleb Beckwith (November)

How to Talk About Books You Haven’t Read, Pierre Bayard (November)

El Hacker, Paco Ardit (November)

The Notebook, Agota Kristof [reread] (November)

The Dark Eidolon, Clark Ashton Smith (November)

In Watermelon Sugar, Richard Brautigan [reread] (November)

Spleen, Nicholas Moore (November)

Log of the S.S. the Mrs. Unguentine, Stanley G. Crawford (November)

The Freelance Pallbearers, Ishmael Reed (November-December)

Chainsaw Poems, Giacomo Pope (December)

Tartar Steppe, Dino Buzzati (December)

Deathwish, Ben Fama (December)

Waste, Eugene Marten (December)

Shell Game, Jordan Davis (December)

Amor online, Paco Ardit (November-December)

Not to Read, Alejandro Zambra (December)

A Brief History of Portable Literature, Enrique Vila-Matas (December)

Sham Refugia, Mark Johnson (December)

Shantytown, César Aira (December)

Zazie at the Metro, Raymond Queneau (December)

Woodcutters, Thomas Bernhard (December)

Tell Me Again, Alice Notley (December)


I would like to make a few, brief remarks on some of these books I read. I am going to exclude books written by friends or contemporaries, because it seems right to do. These are just breezy thoughts and nothing more.


Breezy thoughts and nothing more:


The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie by Muriel Spark

I remember finding the writing in this book so sharp, mean, and pointed. Like someone stabbing you with a pencil in grammar school. I typed up one section immediately after I read it, because I couldn't take it; I couldn't handle how good it really was:


Walks with Walser by Carl Seelig

This is a sad book about friendship, starring one of my favorite writers. As I was reading it, I found myself forgetting that Seelig was the writer here, and imagined that Walser was writing a book about himself. Perhaps Seelig was that influenced by Walser's peculiar voice, or maybe it's my own fault, thinking something mistaken and stupid again, yet again!

The Rings of Saturn by W.G. Sebald

This is probably my favorite book I read this year. I don't have much to say about it. I keep thinking about it. Seems unreal that it exists.

Michael Kohlhaas by Heinrich von Kleist

This 1810 book moves at a frenetic pace—it felt really surprising to me, every page, some new form of acceleration toward doom. Felt like reading a gun.

The Dog of the South by Charles Portis

This is the book that made me laugh the most this year, I think. It's a 'road trip' novel about a damned fool.

Drifts by Kate Zambreno

One of my favorite books published this year—like soaking up the day in a room, alone. I emailed Kate after I read it, to say how much I enjoyed it, and she responded with thanks and gratitude. That made me want to thank writers and artists for their work more—I think it's important to tell someone how much you enjoyed the great thing they did.

Is That Kafka? by Reiner Stach

Fun book of odds-and-ends about Kafka... I learned that Kafka exercised every day, even when he was sick, that he liked to drink beer, that he liked giving gifts to children, that he disliked lying in his day-to-day life, what else, I don't know... A lot of fun. Here's a doctor who was confused by Kafka's writing. He wrote him a letter; it's unclear if Kafka ever wrote back.



Don Quixote by Miguel de Cervantes

It's Don Quixote by Miguel de Cervantes. Took me about three months to read it. Reading it felt like taking a picture of the Eiffel Tower.

Free Day by Inès Cagnati

Brutal, lonely little book from the perspective of a child. That kind of thing can be hard—not being so affected, not turning the voice into a caricature... I think I might have liked Bud Smith's review of this book on Goodreads just as much.



Thanks by Pablo Katchadjian

I know I said that The Rings of Saturn was my favorite book I read this year but in many ways this is my favorite book... They're both my favorite book...

Yesterday / The Illiterate / The Notebook by Agota Kristof

I wanted to read everything I had not yet read by Kristof, so I did. I re-read The Notebook, which was the first thing I read by her a few years ago. She has a direct, unique, kind of hollowed-out voice that's funny, though mostly depressing and end-of-the-world. I recommend Agota Kristof to everyone.

The Baron in the Trees by Italo Calvino

I loved this book, though I wish it was 100 pages shorter. I think most books should be shorter... My favorite sub-story was about a violent thief who becomes an obsessed reader (by accident) and how this leads to [spoilers].

Not to Read by Alejandro Zambra

This is also my favorite book I read this year. There's something about Zambra's voice that feels to me as if I am hearing a friend recount a slight but unexpected adventure... Sounds trite, I know... And even more puzzling because this book is all about other books, which is maybe why I like it so much. Forget this review and just read it.

Woodcutters by Thomas Bernhard

Actually this is my favorite book I read this year. It's as perfect of a novel as you'll read, though somehow this felt like a 180-page short story instead, which I won't talk about. For a book that's a paragraph long I went through it as quickly as one watches a YouTube video called "Number ONE exercise you need to do to grow your biceps" or "Capybaras bathing."

Tell Me Again by Alice Notley

I read this chapbook this morning, on New Year's Eve. I've gotten into the habit of waking up very early and reading first thing in the morning. It's my favorite time of day. This book is from 1984, and it's a 20-something page autobiography of Alice Notley's childhood in Needles, California. At the beginning, she says she wants to tell us how she became a poet, and almost never mentions poetry for the rest of the book. This felt like the perfect thing to read in the early morning of New Year's Eve. And besides, everything Notley writes is perfect to me.

Other books I read:

—I read my own book several times in the process of editing it, so that counts as a book I read. My hands look like this (reads book 100+ times) so that yours can look like this (reads book 1 time).

—I played / beat Persona 5: Royal, which took over 100 hours. Given the amount of text in the game, it's about the length of a book. So that's like reading a book, I guess.

—I traveled to Mexico City in January, which was like reading a book in reality.

—I read and graded hundreds of student papers, which was like reading several books.

—I enjoyed many daydreams and fantasies, all of which was one long book in my memory.

—I re-watched The Wire for the first time in about 10 years, and found it disappointing. It was not a good show, I discovered... So that was like reading a book one once thought was good. Later, you find yourself disappointed by your younger self, though excuses can be made.

—I wrote a book of short stories and started a novel, which will one day be a book, though I don't know if I will put it into the world. It may say at home, where it's safer. So that was like reading a book that doesn't exist yet.

—I watched many YouTube videos, which was like making a book out of my capacity to be distracted.

—Out of the 365 days of this year, I probably had dreams for 300 of them. So those were all books that I somehow both wrote and read, and yet never fully understood. On that note, here's an amazing section from The Rings of Saturn, by W.G. Sebald: 

“I suppose it is submerged memories that give to dreams their curious air of hyper-reality. But perhaps there is something else as well, something nebulous, gauze-like, through which everything one sees in a dream seems, paradoxically, much clearer. A pond becomes a lake, a breeze becomes a storm, a handful of dust is a desert, a grain of sulphur in the blood is a volcanic inferno. What manner of theater is it, in which we are at once playwright, actor, stage manager, scene painter, and audience?”


I probably read other books but this all I have for now. Goodbye!


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